Whenever you set sail on a course to manifest a goal or your heart’s desire one cannot help but create expectation right along with it. Expectation that can then so easily get in the way of achieving that very goal.
Nearly two years ago, after I had just published Wisdom of the Soul: How to create life with love & inspiration made simple, Spirit began talking to me about the need to begin work on writing my third book. The second in a series of three books all pertaining to my own soul’s journey and shared with you to offer insight and wisdom that will assist you when crafting your journey.
At the time I wasn’t ready to begin writing having just finished a book. I wanted some time to relax though I guess Spirit had more to share with me and wanted me to keep going. As I accepted the task, Spirit began clearing the way for me to be able to write this book only I didn’t understand that until this very moment.
While I struggled to put pen to paper, writing and restarting time and again I found that I didn’t really have it within me to bring through the Universal wisdom that my books evolve from. Instead my life was going through momentous change (the clearing) as I set about leaving my marriage after twenty six years. This was a long, painful and drawn out process that took a lot of energy for the next twelve to eighteen months.
As I write this, I question the reason behind Spirit asking me to write the next book, if I was not going to be ready to do so for another two years. Why did Spirit ask the question?
I sense the answer lies in the commitment I made to writing the book. Being that this next book contains the wisdom one needs to manifest your dreams, Spirit was really seeking my personal commitment to the journey that would come with writing the book and what it would require of me. Spirit was really asking me “Are you prepared to manifest your dreams now?”
You think that would be a no-brainer to most people, in reality thought often going after your dreams means big sacrifices are needed in your life to allow those dreams to materialise. And this is the case for me.
Writing Wisdom of the Soul: How to create life with love & inspiration made simple had crystallised for me where love lacked in my life. Not just in my marriage but throughout my whole forty-seven year existence. This really was no longer acceptable to me and with the support of Spirit I set about changing this. Unfortunately it meant the end of a relationship that could never be anymore than it was, years of trying to change things had shown me that so I loved myself enough to walk away, chase my dreams and give myself the opportunity to be happy.
Six months into my new life and I am still learning how to be a new me and how to do life a new way. One thing that hasn’t changed are dreams and my soul desire to write books and work helping people all over the world to live a more profound life of purpose, passion and Spirit. It is what I am here to do, my destiny is calling and writing this new book is part of that journey.
Going forward I am still aligning my soul’s vibration to the energy that is needed for this book to flow through me and my life. What that requires I really won’t know until each shift reveals itself. I do know however that writing this blog and the next one is helping me to create that necessary soul alignment.
I feel the opening occurring and sense that the life clearing that was necessary two years ago is now complete, which can only mean I am now ready to receive. To receive into my life the energy to make this book happen, the wisdom, the synchronicity, the life experiences and whatever else Spirit deems as necessary. Oh yes, that’s right it means I’m manifesting my dreams.
As I write I feel the door opening to what is known as the Akashic Records. Wikipedia defines the Akashic Records as:
In theosophy and anthroposophy, the Akashic records are a compendium of thoughts, events, and emotions believed by theosophists to be encoded in a non-physical plane of existence known as the etheric plane. There are anecdotal accounts but no scientific evidence for existence of the Akashic records.
I am intrigued, curious and sceptical. None the less also excited to see what is through that door. I have never placed much value on the idea of the Akashic records where all your thoughts, events and your destiny is recorded and kept in some non-physical library somewhere out in the world of Spirit. This always sounded a little too woowoo even for me much preferring as I do now to believe that our Soul’s plan, your destiny and your experiences all walk with you, within your soul and your connection to the Universe. This still may be true though lets say for now it wouldn’t be the first time Spirit has turned my beliefs on their head and I’m sure it won’t be the last. So I am really interested to see where this is going.
Kerrie Wearing is soul coach and medium with a passion to help spiritually motivated people manifest their dreams. Her new ventures The JOYgasm effect podcast, and the soon to be launched JOygasm club all support people the world over to engage the Magic of their Soul and manifest their dreams with JOY. In fact, her 21 day JOYgasm challenge helps you to create the soul shift to more JOY in your life. It is free when you sign up here.
Over the last 20years Kerrie has worked tirelessly in the spiritual fields seeing clients, conducting workshop and events, owning and operating The Australian College of Mediumship and inSpirit Magazine and is now honoured with clients from all over the world. Kerrie has published two books, A New Kind of Normal: Unlock the Medium Within and Wisdom of the Soul: How to live life created with love & inspiration and she is currently writing her third book.
Kerrie lives in Sydney, Australia with her family and is a not so secret country music fan.